How He Makes Me Feel

Posted by Sherry , Tuesday, May 11, 2010 Tuesday, May 11, 2010

The bastard!

He is REALLY pushing me to my limit. Its like he doesn't even care how much he hurts me!

I have his undivided attention for about 30 minutes at a time but during that time he isn't really listening to me, just giving me orders or acting like what I say doesn't matter.

And when I really feel like I can't take anymore, he bats his long lashes at me and expects me to just bend over and do whatever he asks. And because I'm weak, and never feel like I know what I'm doing anyway, I just do it.

Today he made me do things that I felt stupid doing. Things that, if you were just kind of glancing at us, would look dirty and WRONG. But I do them, and I keep coming back for more. Its almost shameful.

Somewhere in me, I know that all of this will resolve itself. I'll get stronger, more confident and not feel so pushed to my limits. I won't cry or ache. I'll walk away from him feeling powerful instead of just feeling like I was hit by a mack truck. A mack truck full of cement.

Its all just a matter of time, I suppose. In the meantime, I'll take whatever he dishes out. I'll lap it up. I'll push through.

After all, he knows what's best. He's my trainer.

9 Response to "How He Makes Me Feel"

Southern Belle Says:

Oh how I feel your pain...my trainer doesn't understand that fat girls don't do 150 crunches without stopping...way to go with the workouts though!!!

Stephanie Says:

I had a bad experience with a trainer once who I am positive was the span of Satan. I've never had the nerve to get another one...Good for you in pushing through. You will persevere!!

Jen from Oregon Says:

Way to stick with it! My one experience with a trainer sucked. BAD!
I was wondering where you were going with this post :) lol

Carmen Says:

lol great post...so true!!

Band-Babe Says:

Dang it... I was hoping that was going to end up dirty...

Anyway, good for you. And what's the saying? Don't hate the playa, hate the game? Give your trainer a big hug...

and then tell us all about it??? (kidding)

Cindylew Says:

Congrats on the trainer...that screams commitment to exercise.
I am really looking forward to upping my activity but can't even fathom that while this persistent port pain is with me every single day.

Bonnie Says:

Very suspenseful blog. Is he at least hot?

Steph Says:

Snort! That was hilarious!

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